Love Message From:    imekat
Age & Location:    17. RP
Love Message To:    theonewhobrokemyheart
Age & Location:    19. RP
Your Message:

I was praying for a last chance to make things right, but I was deprived. So I prayed again at least for the pain to be gone and a chance to live again. It may not be the chance I actually wanted but it was the chance I pathetically needed.

Since he left me, I was a total mess. I was like a breathing puppet, a heartless thing controlled by the flow of the society. I was miserable. My lacrimal glands were always over-fatigued. My world stopped.My life didn’t move. It felt like happiness has closed its door for me. I lived in pure charade. Wearing a poker face everyday only made life harder for me. I conceal the heartache for others to think that I can bear it; they never noticed it was a fake.

No matter what I do my efforts of moving on just seemed so useless. I wanted to go on but the past won’t let go of me. I know I shouldn’t put my life on hold for anybody, but I just can’t help it. If only I could do anything to make the pain go away—surely I would do it. I know I only fooled myself when I chose to believe that the pain already went away, where in fact, the truth is—it was never gone, I just got used to it.

I don’t know why but a part of me still wants to hold on. I know that I held on to something that was gone long time ago, but still, I waited. I’m not healing. It was like it just happened yesterday and everyday it’s just getting worse. To still be in agony after all this time is stupidity—I mean it, I’m stupid. He was the consequence of every decision I made. I already accepted the fact that all the pain was mine to bear. You know what?! I am the most pathetic woman in world’s history because I lost the best guy in the entire universe. Wishing for him to come back was like wishing for a stone to be gold but if waiting is the only thing I could do, I swear I’d spend my whole lifetime waiting for him.

All this time I lived in flashbacks. I was trapped with the alluring memories and my regrets don’t let me sleep. I am nothing without him but he was better off without me. Everybody knows how much I love him. I shouted to the whole world that he was mine—yes, the man I dreamed of was mine. I guess that was my biggest mistake. I was too much fallen that I told the earth he’ll be mine forever. Maybe the world thought I wasn’t good enough for him so they took him away from me. Bad world!

I will never love anybody else the way I have loved him. He’s the only one who can make me happy the way he did before. He will never be erased and nobody can fill the space he left. Maybe it will take forever to forget him so I’ll just hold on to my intuition that someday he’ll come again to stay for good—and we’ll live happily ever after.

But there are things that must remain unsaid, words that must be left unspoken, reasons that must remain unknown, stories that must be left untold, mysteries that must remain unexposed, speeches that must be left unuttered, articles that must remain unwritten, memories that must be left unforgotten, and secrets that must remain unrevealed.

So from now on, it’s better for you to think that I’ve let go. I don’t want to share anything to anybody anymore. I’ll just keep it all in me. I’ll have to bear the unbearable past and future scenario within me—alone. It’s over now. This will be the last one stupid article written for him; the rest will be kept in my heart—unrevealed, unspoken, unpublished.

I can’t believe I’m ending this article with this same old familiar line. I’ve got nothing else to say but…

“I love you and goodbye, My Lavender”

Love Message From:    LrACccc
Age & Location:    19, pH
Love Message To:    ALySSssaaaa
Age & Location:    18, pH
Your Message:

i’ve been living my alone, trying to get you out of my life
but after all this time, i can’t help myself but miss you ..you’re once a dream that came true, an illusion that turned to reality..but suddenly, things turned differently
the way they used to be untill such time i have no choice but to let you go ..you’re the reason for my sleepless nights!!!coz you keep stayin’ on my mind..i can’t help myself from crying….coz i’m missing you so much….!! all the pain & sadness are bound inside my heart…
all the memories are still preserve in my mind..i miss you so much…coz i can’t hide the fact that i’m still inlove with you!.my life will never be the same again..now that you’re gone…i’ll be trapped in this loneliness forever
unless a girl like you will bloom into my life again…. I thought this was a letter I would never have to write,
I hoped my tongue was something I could bite…I’ve realized its just something I cannot do,..Here are my feelings, just a few…First, I’m still so In Love with you, after all this time,You told me the same, then left me, what a crime!!!Time has passed, everyday you’re on my mind,
Your love is with someone else now, what a bind…I’m so jealous, he’s the luckiest guy I know,,I can’t do this friendship thing anymore, so off I go…The pain of losing you is still fresh in my brain,..even after almost 5 years, everyday my heart feels the pain…Will we ever be together again?? i say as I sob and hope as each day passes, I lose a little more hope…I’ll always LOVE you ALYSSA.. hold these words true! Don’t hate me for this, this is what pain is making me do…!My heart is broken in so many a part,…Do I still have a place in your heart?!?

Love Message From:    William Diaz
Age & Location:    Worcester, MA
Love Message To:    Benny Centeno
Age & Location:    Arroyo, PR
Your Message:

Two Loves My First Love While going through a very rough and merciless divorce, I was borderline nutcase. My stamina deteriorated, my attitude was awful and I believed in nothing.
I started giving up to alcohol and nothing, but bad thoughts, overloaded my mind.
I was then approached by my first Love. He pulled me out of the psychological misery I was in and gave me strength and direction.
I’m a better man now, thanks to him, who came in my life when I needed the most. He was there all the time for me, I just didn’t see him because I was too busy looking away to the material things among all of the things we fall for.
Jesus came to pull me out of the dark hole. Like a tornado, he yanked me away. He showed me how to love and what love is about. The first thing he asked me to do was to be humble. Right after that, things started happening.
My Second Love Afterwards, I was then in the middle on the happiest time in my life, although I felt a little alone. I prayed hard for someone who would love me for who I am and with the religious ethics I have. It didn’t take time to meet Benny, (short for Bernadette) on the internet.
She was more or less going thought the same ordeal as I was. We talked on the phone and fell in love. We are not sure how and when it happened, but it happened.
After a few days we utilized the internet to see each other through web cams …we were 6,000 miles apart. Through the web we slept, cooked, play chess and spent lots of time “together”.
She even brought me to work to meet her co-workers and friends. After feeling comfortable with each other, the time to visit Benny arrived.
When we met at the airport, I was so nervous. But right away, when I saw her through the thick glass of the airport windows, I felt at ease.
Like if I was about to get together with someone I’ve met a long time ago. She looked into my eyes, really focused. With the passion and intensity I’ve never seen in any eyes before.
Once outside the airport, we kissed.
I was the tenderest kiss I’ve eve felt. I couldn’t believe I was living that moment. We shared ten days of the most passionate romance I could imagine.
She was everything I expected, a real woman. …A woman with true feelings, no mask and willing to give 100% to the right man. The time to come back home arrived.
I didn’t want to leave her behind, but I had to. My heart pounded inside my chest at the airport as I felt alone again.
I was afraid wouldn’t see her again. But because of technology, that feeling diminish quite a bit. We communicated through voice, text and internet very consistently.
We wanted each other to know that we were there …in love. After a few weeks, Benny decided to visit me. Once again, we had a glorious time.
She had met my family and shared with them. Looking at someone I’m in love with sharing with the rest of the people I love made my heart pound again. …I was the happiest man on earth but the time to split again showed up. This time I felt concrete, strong and really committed.
My feelings for her were solid and I swore nothing would get in the way of us. Distance was our number one obstacle but we were managing pretty well.
After a while, distance played tricks in my unsecured mind.
We had frequent arguments for non-sense …my non-sense. I was blinded by the shadows of previous failures. I was prejudiced and had fear.
Here I was having doubts about a woman who had chosen to leave her career, her home, her friends and her family behind for …our love.
I was blessed with Benny but my insecurities were stronger that my common sense. …Until I went back to my first love for help. He, once again, was there for me.
He spoke and I listened. He lifted that cover I had in front of my face to allow me see Benny.
I didn’t see the light …I was holding it! Now, today, my insecurities and fears are gone. I can see.
I can understand that love comes attached to faith, trust, honesty, and many other attributes and responsibilities. I miss Benny.
I miss her laugh and her smile. I miss when she sang on my ear on the way to the university and the way she looked at me …straight into my eyes, telling me how much she loved me without words.
I miss her kisses. …I miss everything about her.
I know words sound pretty and I could write a book about our love, but nothing shows love more clearly than actions.
And these are my intentions …to take action and show Benny how much I love her and care for her.
I’m committed to place Benny’s needs before mine and I would do anything for her, because I’m a man in love and a man in love can accomplish anything. She will see. I know she is the one, she is my Second Love and she was sent to me by my First Love. I love you Benny.

Love Message From:    Niss
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Love Message To:    Martusia
Age & Location:
Your Message:

My loved Martusia…

I know that we passed some unpleasent moments lately, some un-necessary arguments that destroyed a little this beautiful and amazing connection that we have, this happiness that we felt only few days ago, that made me the happiest guy in the world, just to know that you are there, with me…
Now, i want the whole world to know how much i love you, how much i care and miss you, and that you are everything i ever wanted and much more… you are the most beautiful for me, the most intelligent and smart, the most interesting and funny, you are my dream, my wish, my fantasy, my first thought in the morning when i wake up, and my last thought before i fall a sleep. you are everything i ever wanted, and so much more….
So no matter what happened between us lately, i want to put it behind us, i want to take your hand in mine, and i want to you to know that i admire you for what you are, for being the most amazing human i ever met, and i know that im the luckiest guy in the world to meet u… i got a gift from god, you, and i want to keep it next to me for all my life.
I want the whole world to know how happy and lucky i am, to have you in my life..
Will you stay by my side?
I love you.

Love Message From:    redkate27
Age & Location:    somewhere near death
Love Message To:

The man who will love me forever.
Age & Location:    somewhere on this planet.
Your Message:    Hey.I do not know what to say first but before getting to the very point why this, I would like to introduce myself.
Hello. My first name starts from the third letter of the English alphabet and ends to/with the 12th. It’s one of the precious stones in the world. and it is sparkling.
Well, for sure you already had an idea about it:>I’m happy.

so..How are you doing?. I hope you’re fine as a clear water running down from a mountain.
I hope you’re feeling good every second of the day.
you know, I’m not sure about why on earth I’m doing this.
obviously,people will think I’m gone crazy. but I’m not.
I believe, in my heart, you’ll take time to read this.I believed it.I knew it.
Actually, I’m really glad I’m doing this. so that, when we already met, you’ll tell me you had read my letter to you.
And that you knew it was me who made it.

Speaking of “meeting each other”..I’m really, really excited of that.I hope you too as well.
Now I’m thinking about you. It’s weird. but I do.
I’m thinking about how we will be meeting each other, thinking about when. where.
What would be my attire, and what would be yours.
If I look good, so that, you’ll feel that it was ME, the woman you are waiting for, to be with you forever.
And I’m also thinking about. before getting to know each other, by any chance, have I seen you already?. and vice versa.

By looking at the future, I’m wondering if your family will dislike me. and mine will yours, too.
if there will be any one who will object our love?
well I hope not.I hope there’s no one.

You know.right now, I’m thinking of what would be the things you like to do, food you like to eat, places where you wanna go. the time when you are going to sleep.
I’m thinking so much about you.

I had so much to say. but I intend to go straight to the highlight and the purpose of this message.
and that is to ask you if, you’re willing to give up everything for me? if you will give all just to make me happy? if you’re not going to hesitate even a single percent just to die to save me if things go wrong?
if you’ll feel just a bit happy seeing me with another guy I loved before?

but that’s not it. I’m not needing this questions to be answered by you. nor I’m wanting you to.

All I need is that a one, honest answer to a one curious question.

Hey man. I’m not sure what to call you. But I wanted to call you as “the man whom I’ll be with forever.”,

think of this as if we’re in the future…

Do you love me?

for sure, I’ll be reasonable enough for asking that question.
Because in the future, I know that I love you so much, just enough to show that right now, in the present, I already do.

Hey. you.
I’m here waiting for that question to be answered (in the future).

wait for me.

I love you.

Love Message From:    sscg
Age & Location:    39, laverton, uk
Love Message To:    imom
Age & Location:    44, laverton, uk

Your Message:

Somewhere over the rainbow … when i first met you i always said you provided me with the brightest greatest rainbow on the greyest of days. How i loved to say that to you. I fell in love with you, i never expected to, but somehow it felt like you had always been in my life and i always wanted to feel and believe that you would always be in my life. I remember the first time i saw you, i thought you were the local parish priest helping out at school. We had such a laugh running the stall that i outstayed my time. I never smiled so much in such a short time. After that i didn’t see you, until you requested a copy of a video, then our children became friends, i got the ball rolling by inviting them over, then you had to come pick one up and we were chatting and i opened wine. I remember you talked me through my altime fantasy. I remember thinking how forward you were, i tried to hide the emotions you had stirred. You had to leave and with a sadness said goodbye. You called back later and we finished the wine. Later in the week you invited me to yours. I remember how very nervous i was. You showed me round, then took my hand and read my palm, looking back yes it was incredibly corny but yet i still feel you touching my hand, your finger running over my skin, and the closeness as you lent in to kiss me. Our first kiss, the first time i had butterflies in my tummy, felt warmth in my heart. You spent many eves coming round to mine, sharing wine, stories and kisses and as natural as anything our bodies entwined as we made love for the very first time. It was exciting and wonderful. This was to be the first of many time, everytime equally as beautiful, everytime reaching to my heart, and everytime you having to leave me to return home where you were not alone. I founf in you a best friend and an exceptional lover, Our hearts bonded ever more over time, i knew it was wrong but you were everything i hsd been looking for and i was led to believe you were incredibly unhappy. we spent so much time, walking, laughing and had so much need to be together. Every day there were so many texts and calls. You were the other half of me. I loved you … and out of nowhere with the greatest of care we found we had a little miracle. I was shocked, scared and frightened, i agreed, for the best for you that our miracle wouldn’t have the opportunity to see the world you and i had created. Sadly she didn’t see this world, sadly she had the love i could give her taken from her. She has a little memorial which you organised and its in a place that means so much to us. A place where we spend so much time together, a place i go to in the darkest days, a secret garden we share and long to be.

I just wish you knew how much i love you. I will never ever stop loving you, never stop falling in love with you. I will always see you when i see the stars shining bright, i will always allow my heart to say your name and call out for you. I will always remember your touch, feel your kisses and will always always keep you in my heart close and safe. I will always see your face in the river that flows out to sea along with the tears that will always flow for you. I will always hear your name in the rustle of the wind and i will always feel you in the soft glistening sand as i remember the steps we took together. I will always wish you happiness through my sorrow … you were the one … nothing else is good enough … if you weren’t the one why did your hand fit mine, why did your heart return my call … why were we blessed with the greatest gift … a miracle of love. I love you always and forever, til my dying die and when i am in heaven i will look for you, i only hope you remember who i am … xox xxx xox