Love Message From:    Psyche
Age & Location:    31 Pacifica
Love Message To:    James
Age & Location:    36 Pacifica

Your Message:

My True Love,

Many times I have loved and lost, for so long my heart lay shattered and broken. I have given up on life and pieces of my heart scattered, have left it bleeding, numbing with pain.

Then you came along, patiently you picked them up, unceasingly healing it back with the warmth of your love. Slowly my heart began to feel again, like a flower awakening to the warmth of the sun. Bringing life and it’s splendor back in existence into my world.

Yet with all the love you showered, the care you’ve lavished, reluctance still lurks in my heart and mind. You’ve given me everything and asked for nothing. Healed my heart, given me hope and selflessly asked that I let you love me in return. That was all you’ve ever asked from me, yet even that I didn’t give.

I cannot blame you, everyone and everything has it’s limit… even love… It’s true that you never know what you have until you’ve lost it…

It’s been 8 years since I left you and never a day pass that I don’t think of you. It maybe late, maybe you’ve found someone who loves you and you love in return. Maybe you have now the kids you’ve always wanted and would have given up because for me. Maybe you’re now living the life that you’ve always wanted, a loving wife, bunch of kids, homecooked dinners and picnics on sundays.

Know that I’m happy for you, and that the love and care you’ve shown and given me was never a waste. It maybe a little late, but winter gave way to spring and I have you to thank for that.

Maybe we weren’t meant to be together in this lifetime, maybe you were meant just to heal my heart so that it’ll know your love.

In the next lifetime when we meet, my heart will know you and remember your love. And by then my true love, I will never let you go….

Love Message From:    anonymus
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Love Message To:    MY
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Your Message:

Firstly I begin by saying that I love you so so much; and that my heart alone beats to every single breath of yours. I will always love you I can’t change that; you will always be on my thoughts I can’t help that but you love someone else I can’t bear that. My love for you is undying when you told me your heart was with NN still; I literally died in that moment, my happiness was crushed, my world was broken and my heart was torn on top of that it was all through a message but destiny has always had its peculiar necessities.
In that moment my only thought was emptiness, the most valuable thing in my life something which to me was priceless was gone. My next thought of course was to reply but what could I say what could I do, we were talking about the heart here, the heart’s a force people cannot change nor can we question it all we can do is simply listen very closely to it and follow it. So what happened next I went against every string of hair, every muscle, every drop of blood in my body to type that message saying follow your heart MY, you don’t understand just how unbearable it was for me to write that message believe me you don’t understand; as I finished typing every word it was like being stabbed in the heart over and over again.
Why could I not stop you? Well because you mean too much to me to have you away from your love, your honesty it was gracious and I will love you more for that but it was in the end to late. My eyes could only see your face with a smile on it and I realised that it could never happen with me. I know it was extremely hard for you to tell it to me but in no way do you have to be sorry, you only told me what was in your heart no one can blame anyone for that. But of course i can never be the same person as I was before that’s because a part of me died and it was the only part that kept me going for this year with all the drama at home then our drama do you want to know which part it was, it was MY HOPE. The hope of being with you together, the hope of moving forward becoming successful becoming responsible, the hope to have a happy life but most of all my hope for you to love me back for the rest of my life.
In the end you should be aware that I’m sorry for everything that happened between us, well at least just the bad ones. Finally now you shouldn’t be confused with your heart and where it belongs believe me; if you still tell me otherwise you will hurt me much more than what I am already. At the end of the day it was your choice you made it, you expressed it and you will live with it whether it is good or bad. Bad luck for me because I want to stop loving you but I can’t, I just can’t no matter how hard I try. I love you that much that I will love you forever and nothing can or will change that NOTHING at all. Every day I sit down and think why i still love you, why I’m still crazy about you, why my thoughts begin with you and end with you, why that it is only you I see in my dreams, why when I see other girls your face just appears to me and if you must know I have felt like this not just from recently but from every day since your birthday party at your house and never since then has the way I felt ever changed not even for a split second. Why why why.
So why do I love you so much, I tried and tried to think why but I still didn’t know then finally instead of thinking I decided to feel, feel what’s in my body, feel what’s in my heart and feel what’s in my soul. I love you because you are beautiful both on your outside and inside and I still remember every time I would see you I couldn’t stop staring it’s like you were a magnet and my eyes were just stuck on you, your caring person even when you become angry you still cared and you gave off this warmth that still keeps me warm, you are the best listener you would sit there and listen to me go on and on and on and not say a single word but just a little squeeze of my hand and I knew in that moment nothing was more important to you than the words that were coming out of my mouth. Your humour, you would always see the lighter side of things and your laugh; it keeps echoing in my head to this day and continues to make me smile. Your kindness, always trying to help others you always were never selfish and would always think of others before yourself. Your ability to drink a lot, you machine you could keep up with me a lot longer than others that’s why those memories of us at the bar are burned right into me lol. Your Look, when I would be angry at you, no matter what it was over you wouldn’t say anything but just give me that look which meant you were deeply and meaningfully sorry and after that words didn’t matter because I had already forgotten what I was angry about. You liked me a long time ago before most of my relationships but because of my stupidity and lateness not just in going places but my actual life, by the time I saw all this; your heart was already somewhere else. I remember all our memories, every single one of them even if I say I don’t remember, believe me I do I remember, I remember every little thing from when you were a little school girl staying out late to when you became an woman. I was always searching for someone to have and hold on to but mostly importantly, who cares for me and i care for them before that birthday, I always have loved you but not as strongly as after that night. Before it I wanted to be with you but was more concerned about what others would think. I still remember when we all used to work, Thursday together and every time you would always and I mean always force money on to me because you saw my fuel was always empty, you cared you actually cared about me. And your birthday night, and yes I know you were drunk but you grabbed on to me and wouldn’t let go in front your friends and family and also NN and your were exact words were “f@#k everyone else I just want SS to stay, SS your going to stay right?” my mouth dropped after all that time you still cared I became sober that night at that very second and by the time I got home my exact words sitting in front of my house that night and I will swear by it to the grave was “I had a chance with the best girl ever and I f@#ked it up” what I meant by that was I could have started a relationship with you years back but I didn’t and because of that I lost you .
There is one thing but that I love the most and I will always miss the most about you. When you used to grab my hands, it always used to go quiet at this point then you look me in the eyes and straight into my soul, finally you would smile and just say ‘SS’. Your smile MY that is what I fell in love with that is what I loved about you the day I first met you that is what brought me closer to you, only if your smile wasn’t so incredible I probably wouldn’t have paid any attention to you and everything we have been through probably would never have happened but the truth is that I would give up everything right now right here just to be able to see your smile every single day of my life, that’s the very thing that brought me to you that was our connection.
So now you should understand better why I am absolutely indefinitely yours for the rest of my life but the bitter part is that you aren’t mine. But remember I will always be happy for you as long as you are happy, and this is love we are talking about the most important thing in the world nothing can even come close comparing to it, I am happy that you both love each other, you both care for each other but you two should respect and cherish each other and understand what you have may not be what you want, but it is what you two NEED. Just remember it took a guy like me to come along for you to realise this. I want you to also remember the time we spent together and cherish that as well because don’t forget I was never just the other guy or rebound or cover-up or whatever you may call it. I will tell you what I was and also could have been because I am, I am what hahaha, I am the guy who will never stop loving you, I am the guy who saw no one else in front of you, I am the guy who would have died for you, I am the guy who was willing to fight the rest of the world for you, I am the guy who wanted nothing more than your happiness, I am the guy who would have bought you anything in this world you desired because you deserved it, I am the guy who would have sacrificed anything and everything for you, I am the guy who would always say sorry and make up after an argument even when it was your fault, I am the guy who would have never let a tear roll down your cheek and if it did would have stopped the world just to wipe it away, I am the guy who never even contemplated cheating on you, I am the guy who would never let anything or anyone stop us from being together even my family, I am the guy who only would have touched you to bring you closer, I am the guy whose lips your name is on every second, I am the guy whose heart is truly broken , I am the guy who wanted just to be in your arms I am the guy who maybae not now not at least for a little while , but eventually you will and I mean will regret leaving, and you will regret it every second of every hour of every day I promise you that. And lastly with my last line I write to you I ask you, yes you my love, my life, my obsession, my passion, my sanity, my insanity, my heartbeat, my breath, my soul, my eternity, my idol, my happiness, my sadness, my thought, my memory, my death, my everything I was I am and will always be the guy who loved you that much and I mean that much that I could not stop you from leaving me.

Love you ever and ever,
SS

Love Message From:    tiansheng
Age & Location:    china
Love Message To:    jackie
Age & Location:    usa

Your Message:

dear jackie,
how are you! is everything ok? are you still busy recently?
it has been a long time since i sent you email in the last year.but god knows however the days go by,i’ll bear you in mind and cherish our great friendship forever.
oh,do you remerber? i’ve ever told you i suffered the shameless betrayal of my pre-webboyfriend who was down and out at first, later got a rather good job dramatically in shenzhen. what’s more,he was lucky enough to travel in foreigh countries such as india,Bangladesh,etc as an oral english translater, running rampant for a time. it’s he who brought down my sacred love with a smash and destroyed my belief ruthlessly, meanwhile troubles from my job also came one after another. fate plays a big joke on me,forming a sharp contrast between he and me. all these attackes made me nearly go mad to death. i think no language in the world has power to describe my agonies.
how dark and desperate the life without love is! in the past year my whole soul must be firmly sealed by the cold and heavy ice! even so to speak,i turned into a body without a soul,a thing without thought. because i find i even can’t pluck up my spirit to write to you–my dearest gentleman in this world who bestowed ecstasy ,boundless happiness and warmness and a modern fairy tale on me! thanks to english and internet! and above all,let me give the credit to the “internet” again!
i never forget your words of comfort:” there are many things in the future waiting for you,you never know.life is 80% attitude and live with passion. remember the good ones and forgot the bad ones.” but it’s a pity i still can’t control myself, the hatred and indignate sense of lovesickness and being forsaken grabbed me and overwhelmed me . “where is wayout? ?”was my cry in countless sleepless nights. evidently in front of me is a dead end.
apart from the short material life in my place, maybe you can’t imagine how one’s thought is kept in custody of chinese traditional culture and system. only god knows how isolated and painful and helpless it is! it’s just the reason why i’m so jealous of my boyfriend knowing the fact of his going abroad.i think i’m about to die! once a time,he and i were in the same boat and dream, and he was heavily in debt,more miserable than me.just as he said,” he was a person without money,without work and without youth.” god knows i have every sympathy for him. now the result is that he has his wish fulfilled , mercilessly leaving me the desert of heart,even looking down on me who is as poor as ever. on thinking of this, i can’t help being so angry as to burst into bouts of cough.
oh, i think God must hear the wordless shout of my soul! otherwise i’m really about to die,i really lose the courage of going on my life in the world of loving wasteland. however,thank goodness! in that very memont the “Amway” approaches to me,taking a magnificant turn of my idea.

i guess you must know about amway(american way),ok? “The Amway Sales and Marketing Plan is a low risk, low start-up cost business opportunity that is open to everyone. It allows you to build your business through retailing products and sponsoring other people who, in turn, can retail products and offer the business opportunity to others. By passing your sales and marketing knowledge to your developing team, you not only build your own business network but also enable others to build one of their own.” (cited in amway web)isn’t it very wonderful? and the system about its reward allocation is more attractive, which makes me realize a truth with a sudden snap.
why did my vile preboyfriend always want to make money in speculation in stock at the risk of martgaging his house and incurring large debts instead of giving up? now i finally have the answer. definitely stock investment belongs to an act of financing rather than pure gambling. but at that time i couldn’t understand his crazy behavior. i abhorred his stubbornness of investing stock in spite of appreciating his perseverence of learning english. of course he has ever indeed made a windfall from stock in his 20’s. yet i owe his brief golden days to sheer objective fortune but not his subjective effort. now i have to confess it is a pity i deny and reject blindly the stock on the condition that i don’t know what it is exactly just like a narrow-minded person.
sometimes i suppose the Amway culture represents a kind of American culture , (its name amway is the abbreviation of ” america way “itself”)advocating individuality holds active position. maybe this is just the difference of capitalism and so-called socialism. at present in china all trades and professions have been involved in the trend of Amway such as govenment officials , scholars , bosses, workers and peasants, etc. last time the grand appearance and warm atmosphere of amway meeting in zhengzhou ( henan provincial capital)strongly shook my depressed and dying soul. i’d like to stretch out my arms to embrace the man’s world again! it’s strange that amway has been in china for more than 10 years,unexpectedly i’ve never heard of it before! it’s said in USA the president elder Bush is also engaged in amway,ok?

p.s. have you heard of cosway (it’s said in the worldwide it’s one of few network companies without region and country limitation come from malaysia) similar to Amway & Quixtar?
i will never forget the beautiful modern myth you offered me by means of the internet. one of cosway collegue has a motto :” pass the love and confidence on,you are a magical yourself.” maybe the new era of internet is coming in china! oh, pardon me not to send my regards to you for so long a time due to my langour! but you must know you are engraved in my heart!
best wishes to you! god bless us! my dearest friend and gentleman in this world

yours sincerely
the girl who you’ve ever given boundless happiness

Love Message From:    Chelsea
Age & Location:    17 utah.
Love Message To:    Johnathan
Age & Location:    19 utah.

Your Message:

Dear Johnathan,
throughout all these months we’ve known each other i’ve grown to love you, you are my everything and my world. There is nothing else i could ever say to let you know how i truly feel for you. although you may not, and may never love me, you’ll forever be in my heart, before i met you i was a lost and confused person. and now although i still have small periods of sadness, you have made my life happier and brighter. i love being around you i love talking to you. not just holding your hand, kissing you, or cuddling. just you in my presence makes my heart jump, race, and stutter. johnathan even though you may never feel for me what i feel for you, you are still the most amazing person i’ve ever met. and it hurts to know you might never realize how perfect and wonderful you really are. One day you will find someone truly special and i’ll be happier than ever for you. You are my love, my best friend, and my life sir johnathan, and all i wish is for you to be happy. i never would have wanted a relationship had i known you would have been unhappy. and i understand everything, you cannot make yourself love someone who isn’t right for you no matter how much you’d like to. you are too kind hearted and caring though to realize what you think you’re doing right could just hurt them anyway. i cannot blame you for not loving me, or breaking my heart, for as long as your in my life even as a friend, i’ll have something to live for. i wish for you the best in everything you do and i hope you’re life turns out as perfect as you are. i love you with all my heart, with everything i have, i would give for you. i’m always here for you.

i love you…
chelsea

Love Message From:    LOVISH
Age & Location:    24
Love Message To:    LOVISH
Age & Location:    27

Your Message:

Meeting you took me by surprise
That thing about you is I never saw it coming
Now you always gets me wondering
Of thoughts of you I kept on wishing
For a special moments of us always together
How could I now cease myself from feeling this crazy?
When your glances chills me so much
When your smile is the best part of my day
When your story is the only thing I wanted to hear every minute passing
And every time you move an inch closer my heart rattles
How could I become like this to someone I know so wrong
To someone who’s so clear to me not worthy
To someone who’s with someone else when I am not around
To someone who put tears to every girl swindled
To someone who speaks so true but deep inside all lies
Why would I be like this to someone that can never be mine?
This is giving me so much headache and worry
I wanted to regain my lost self but I can’t
I truly can’t as I am too drown of you
I can’t breath anymore without you
You always leaving me no air
I find this world so cruel and unfair
If this is love how could this be so painful?
I am terribly sore and so much hurting
If I could only turn back the hands of time
If only I could avoid the first time I laid my eyes on you
Don’t you know that I would trade anything I have in this world
Just to make sure our path wouldn’t cross at all?
Guess my life wouldn’t be this complicated
Guess my life would have been the way as I planned before
So how am I supposed to wake up each day without this weight in my heart
I’m in so much pain of wanting you and fear of losing sane
But I got to be strong, I got to be firm
Got to use this last drop of strength before I go crazy
I’ve got to do it now while I still can
I hate to say goodbye, I hate to let you go
I hate to forget you but I have to

Because I hate the fact that I love you this true…

Love Message From:    Charity
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Love Message To:    Everybody whom love has chosen
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Love: A Discussion

It’s easy to love something that is yours. You start loving it, and you stay in love with it because it’s yours. And sometimes, you’re forced to love it, because it’s your own.

But when you love something that isn’t yours, and you stay in love with it regardless of how far distance has brought you away and how long time has stood in between, that is not easy.

When she’s not yours but you love her anyway, that is madness. And true love is madness. When you can’t be with him but you love him anyway, that’s madness. And when it is not madness, it is not love.

There is a kind of love which breaks free from the human quotas of possession, time, and distance. A love so defiant and rough that it gives no reverence to the laws of whether or not it possesses the object of it’s affection, whether or not it has been favored by time to have spent any reasonable amount of it with the one it’s heart beats for, and whether or not it is anywhere near the one who’s bearer of it’s affections.

So here we see an irreverent love. The kind that is not bound by the powers that be. A love that is not daunted by the endless oceans, the infinite skies, the brutal harshness of desserts and mountains and valleys that all come in between. But it seems to transcend the humanly demands for time, distance, and ownership. The humanly status of what can be explained. Of sanity. It seems to have no need of these three powers that dictate the comings and goings of what the multitude of people know to be love.

And so we observe a love seldom known to man. And when it does descend upon an unknowing human heart (one worthy to be chosen) it ends up being written in history! The story being written in the hearts of many. A legacy. A great love story. Something people deem to be so wonderful, yet something two people had to endure. An overwhelming madness. The trodding-down of reason. The absence of any explanations.

Have you chanced upon the idea that perhaps he who is alone is in fact NOT the one who is living in the absence of love? Perhaps he is the one who is host of true love.

So herein we have witnessed a love which we should label as “true.” Or if there is a greater word out there, greater than the overused word “true,” then that’s what we should call it. Or maybe it is so great, that it does not fall under any labels at all! Maybe it simply calls itself “love.” Maybe it is the only real love. A living being who looks down on the earth and chooses two unsuspecting people who would have otherwise gone through life normally. Reasonably. Sanely.

-End of Discussion…have you any questions?-

Love Message From:   Charity
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Love Message To:    All Lovers
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