Love Message From:    dora
Age & Location:    26ph
Love Message To:    diego
Age & Location:    27 usa
Your Message:

I remember the first time i saw you..(
I remember the first time you called me.
I remember the first time i looked in your eyes.
I remember the first time you smiled at me.
I remember the first time you told me how much you feel about me.
I remember the first time i told you how much you mean to my world.
I remember the first time you said you are interested in me.
I remember the first time we go out together.
I remember the first time we kiss
I remember the first time you told me that we will be like king and queen.
I gave you all i have.
I gave you my heart.
I gave you respect.
I gave you love.
You are the man I desire to grow old with
But i didn’t knew that we will end it so early..:(
But i didn’t knew that we will end it so early all this time.

I was praying for a last chance to make things right, but I was deprived. So I prayed again at least for the pain to be gone and a chance to live again. It may not be the chance I actually wanted but it was the chance I pathetically needed..

No matter what I do my efforts of moving on just seemed so useless. I wanted to go on but the past won’t let go of me.. but I just can’t help it. If only I could do anything to make the pain go away—surely I would do it. I know I only fooled myself when I chose to believe that the pain already went away, where in fact, the truth is—it was never gone, I just got used to it.

All this time I lived in flashbacks. I was trapped with the alluring memories and my regrets don’t let me sleep. I am nothing without him but he was better off without me. Everybody knows how much I love him. I shouted to the whole world that he was mine—yes, the man I dreamed of was mine. I guess that was my biggest mistake. I was too much fallen that I told the earth he’ll be mine forever. Maybe the world thought I wasn’t good enough for him… Bad world!!

I will never love anybody else the way I have loved him. He’s the only one who can make me happy the way he did before. He will never be erased and nobody can fill the space he left. ,I will never ever stop loving you, never stop falling in love with you. I will always see you when i see the stars shining bright, i will always allow my heart to say your name and call out for you. I will always remember your touch, feel your kisses and will always always keep you in my heart close and safe.
Maybe it will take forever to forget him so I’ll just hold on to my intuition that someday well be together again to stay for good–we’ll live happily ever after with our little princess..

But there are things that must remain unsaid, words that must be left unspoken, reasons that must remain unknown, stories that must be left untold, mysteries that must remain unexposed, speeches that must be left unuttered, memories that must be left unforgotten, and secrets that must remain unrevealed..

So from now on, it’s better for you to think that I’ve let go..I’ll have to bear the unbearable past and future scenario within me—alone. It’s over now. This will be the last one stupid article written for him; the rest will be kept in my heart—unrevealed, unspoken, unpublished…

I can’t believe I’m ending this article with this same old familiar line. I’ve got nothing else to say but…

“I love you and goodbye, ”