Love Message From:    Anonymous
Age & Location:    NYC
Love Message To:    First crush/love of my life ever!!!
Age & Location:    NYC
Your Message:

I came to NYC all naive not knowing a thing in this world. Focused on my studies, etc. Then came High School where I first saw you on the train station waiting for the train to come with your girlfriend. My best friend at that time told me you were a jerk and a player and whatnot, and i believed her too. I considered you a disgrace to the pakistani community because I saw you everyday at the train station entwined with your girlfriend. I don’t know why but i hated you even tough i barely knew you. We had never even talked. That was freshman year.
Sophomore year I stopped seeing you at the train station i dont know why, and funnily i noticed that you weren’t there. Something about you just caught my attention. and I started to rethink why i hated you. Turns out I had a crush on you, based only on looks. But those feelings only came when I saw you in the hallways or around school.
Junior year you ended up in one of my classes, even on my group table. But I still never talked to you. It was torture for me to see you there and never have the guts to talk to you. I saw girls come by the class room and poke there heads and wave at you and you waved back. Another thing I noticed you were always around girls. And what my friend had said came back to me, ‘maybe you are a player” after that semester I forgot about you and focused on studies. But then senior year brought us together again. I hated fate for that.
Senior year you actually talked to me and I was surprised you even knew my name. We became really close friends and talked on the phone and texted and i was happy even though I never told you how I felt about you. You would come by my class and wave at me and my best friend and I would always laugh as the teacher never saw you making faces at her. Then one day I saw you with one of my other friend. You guys were holding hands and it just broke my heart. I came home and cried all night. I knew I was in love with you by then. You weren’t a jerk or player you were just a guy and an awesome friend. And very understanding and always there for me. And you knew how to dance which is kind of a weakness for me. There was just this thing I felt when I was with you… HAPPY! but my heart broke into pieces when I saw you wit a friend of mine. I thought to myself maybe if i had told you how i felt maybe you would understand. But then I remembered you laughing with your new girlfriend, you were Happy and I did not want to take that away from you. Your happiness was my happiness. I still hung out wit you guy. It was you your girlfriend me and my best friend. Our little group.
Prom came along and thats when I started noticing you grew distant from me and closer to my best friend. Everyone kept saying behind your back that you were in love wit my best friend even though you had a girl friend. I kept denying it, but i knew it was the truth. When you talked to her there was a spark in our eyes like the one I had in mine.
After graduation you and your high school girl friend broke up. Little did I know you had already found another girl friend at your college. Maybe you were a player, but i denied it because you were my friend. Your are still in love wit my best friend. And I am still in love with you for about 6 and 1/2 years now. And you still have no clue. It is torture for me as I see you grow more and more distant from me. You dont call me, talk to me or even text me to just say HI or find out how I am doing. I send you numerous texts and i know that they annoy you which is why i have decided to never text you again. It is hard enough for me as it is. And I have decided to try and get over you. This is not easy but writing this out is helping. NO ONE knows that i am in love, not even my best friend. I hope you read this and I hope you know who I am too. But please if you do read this please don’t let me know or if you realize you have feelings for me too ( i doubt that) dont tell me because it is hard to get over one you love and I dont need to have to go through it again. I LOVE YOU!!! you were my first and last love. Take care. Good Byez.