Love Message From:    William Diaz
Age & Location:    Worcester, MA
Love Message To:    Benny Centeno
Age & Location:    Arroyo, PR
Your Message:

Two Loves My First Love While going through a very rough and merciless divorce, I was borderline nutcase. My stamina deteriorated, my attitude was awful and I believed in nothing.
I started giving up to alcohol and nothing, but bad thoughts, overloaded my mind.
I was then approached by my first Love. He pulled me out of the psychological misery I was in and gave me strength and direction.
I’m a better man now, thanks to him, who came in my life when I needed the most. He was there all the time for me, I just didn’t see him because I was too busy looking away to the material things among all of the things we fall for.
Jesus came to pull me out of the dark hole. Like a tornado, he yanked me away. He showed me how to love and what love is about. The first thing he asked me to do was to be humble. Right after that, things started happening.
My Second Love Afterwards, I was then in the middle on the happiest time in my life, although I felt a little alone. I prayed hard for someone who would love me for who I am and with the religious ethics I have. It didn’t take time to meet Benny, (short for Bernadette) on the internet.
She was more or less going thought the same ordeal as I was. We talked on the phone and fell in love. We are not sure how and when it happened, but it happened.
After a few days we utilized the internet to see each other through web cams …we were 6,000 miles apart. Through the web we slept, cooked, play chess and spent lots of time “together”.
She even brought me to work to meet her co-workers and friends. After feeling comfortable with each other, the time to visit Benny arrived.
When we met at the airport, I was so nervous. But right away, when I saw her through the thick glass of the airport windows, I felt at ease.
Like if I was about to get together with someone I’ve met a long time ago. She looked into my eyes, really focused. With the passion and intensity I’ve never seen in any eyes before.
Once outside the airport, we kissed.
I was the tenderest kiss I’ve eve felt. I couldn’t believe I was living that moment. We shared ten days of the most passionate romance I could imagine.
She was everything I expected, a real woman. …A woman with true feelings, no mask and willing to give 100% to the right man. The time to come back home arrived.
I didn’t want to leave her behind, but I had to. My heart pounded inside my chest at the airport as I felt alone again.
I was afraid wouldn’t see her again. But because of technology, that feeling diminish quite a bit. We communicated through voice, text and internet very consistently.
We wanted each other to know that we were there …in love. After a few weeks, Benny decided to visit me. Once again, we had a glorious time.
She had met my family and shared with them. Looking at someone I’m in love with sharing with the rest of the people I love made my heart pound again. …I was the happiest man on earth but the time to split again showed up. This time I felt concrete, strong and really committed.
My feelings for her were solid and I swore nothing would get in the way of us. Distance was our number one obstacle but we were managing pretty well.
After a while, distance played tricks in my unsecured mind.
We had frequent arguments for non-sense …my non-sense. I was blinded by the shadows of previous failures. I was prejudiced and had fear.
Here I was having doubts about a woman who had chosen to leave her career, her home, her friends and her family behind for …our love.
I was blessed with Benny but my insecurities were stronger that my common sense. …Until I went back to my first love for help. He, once again, was there for me.
He spoke and I listened. He lifted that cover I had in front of my face to allow me see Benny.
I didn’t see the light …I was holding it! Now, today, my insecurities and fears are gone. I can see.
I can understand that love comes attached to faith, trust, honesty, and many other attributes and responsibilities. I miss Benny.
I miss her laugh and her smile. I miss when she sang on my ear on the way to the university and the way she looked at me …straight into my eyes, telling me how much she loved me without words.
I miss her kisses. …I miss everything about her.
I know words sound pretty and I could write a book about our love, but nothing shows love more clearly than actions.
And these are my intentions …to take action and show Benny how much I love her and care for her.
I’m committed to place Benny’s needs before mine and I would do anything for her, because I’m a man in love and a man in love can accomplish anything. She will see. I know she is the one, she is my Second Love and she was sent to me by my First Love. I love you Benny.