Love Message From:    Dhonga Cheley
Age & Location:    Dhaka, Bangladesh
Love Message To:    Dhkngi Meye
Age & Location:    Dhaka, Bangladesh
Your Message:

Just read your mail for the second time and finding myself short of words to express my feelings. I’m getting hopeless these days. I am asking a simple question these days. Why hadn’t I meet you before? Why didn’t you find me out? Do you know? If I touch you and your dreams they will come true and you will never be able to go back again. I am scared. I am afraid of you. You are the person who will make me crazy. I can feel it from here. I can clearly see my fate now. I will be alone being with my family all my life. I can’t get you neither can forget. Why are you showing me these dreams? What do you want? Do you know I am dying to see you? Got it? Seriously I’m asking you why are you doing this to me. Is it some kind of revenge you are taking? It hurts to know that I can’t be yours in any form and that leaves me helpless as if I were in a dungeon, all alone; no one to share my thoughts with, no one to have a glimpse of. I can’t even dream the dreams you are dreaming. I am scared to lose you in real life. The world in which we both reside is like a jungle and I am scared of beasts around me who are growling to put their sharp teeth on my cherished thoughts and hope and sliver them all. Billy, my soul keeps crying and I can’t feed it. I want to be there with you in your sorrows and happiness. I want to be everything you dreamt of me to be. I want to be beside you when you are worried and anxious to sooth your heart in times of distress and want to ask the same of you. But the reality is I have to hide you from others, delete your sweet, romantic mails and messages, be conscious as if I were doing a sinful thing by being with you, I have to let go of you when you are with your dear ones. I can’t force you to do or demand of you whatever I wish you to do for me, can’t ask you to flee with me in a distant island where we two would be possible for each other. I can’t do these things since I know my dreams could shatter many people’s reality and can’t even take the pain I’m going through. I curse myself and the moment when I first showed my interest in you. I really do. You have become crazier these days and I know may be I’m the one to be blamed for it. I know I’m being crazy.