From: jaybeecc, Quezon City, Philippines
To: LIMT, Philippines

I thank God for blessing my soul
and gifting you to me
stars align
conspire even
to bring us to today

I swear to make it last
imperfect though am I
this feeling I won’t wish to undo
no doubt or indecision
for the lifetime remaining
I commit myself to pursuing your happiness
I love you so
and for life, this affirmation

jaybeecc
blog.jaybeecc.com

or “This Weekend’s Love Song”

Take that – A Million Love Songs (Live) 

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“A Million Love Songs”

“Put your head against my life
What do you hear
A million words just trying to make
The love song of the year
Close your eyes but dont forget
What you have heard
A man whos trying to say three words
The words that make me scared

A million love songs later
And here I am trying to tell you that I care
A million love songs later
And here I am
Looking to the future now
This is what I see
A million chances pass me by
A million chances to hold you
Take me back, take me back
To where I used to be
To hide away from all my truth
Through the light I see

A million love songs later
And here I am trying to tell you that I care
A million love songs later
And here I am.”

PS: Thanks for the song Enocia

From: Someone, 17, Israel
To: MC, 17, Israel

It’s been one year, seven months, two weeks, three days and about 5 hours since he told me he loved me for the first time. and there have been ups and down.
i didnt really apprecaite him for all that time. i expected too much, gave too little. but he survived my craziness, and my decision to seperate, my decision to return, and my mood swings.

lately, something has changed. I’ve gone from loving him to being in love with him.

I walk and i see him coming towards me and i cant help but smile.
He stands over me and i want to drown in those eyes.
My eyes are about the level of his chin, and i just want to bury myself in that neck, on that shoulder, and never leave.
He stand behind me, not touching, and that space between us is feeling like a million miles.
He exhales, and i feel his breath on my neck, and it makes me crazy. The feeling is so intimate, and he doesnt even need to touch me, my heart is already doing backflips.

He whispers in my ear, and i am powerless. and he knows. He knows how it makes me feel. Dizzy and special. Cherished. Beautiful.

He knows. but he will never use it against me. He is so gentle, so aware of my needs, so respectful of my decisions. He doesnt take it for granted, he considers himself lucky. If he only knew what he was worth…
I feel so connected, so together, its hard to believe he’s someone completly different. that i only met him 2 years ago.

He whispers because i want him to, and with one whisper, the relationship has changed. From being the dominant one- i’ve gone to head over heels, tumbling. im willing to follow him anywhere. 60-40. who woulda thought.

Its amazing, that after one year, seven months, two weeks, three days, five hours and fifteen minutes, you can fall in love with the same guy.
over.
and over.
again.

11:35pm, and we’re infinite. just me and you.

PS: Love Message received on 02/08/2007 14:24

From: Katherine K., 25, Athens, Greece
To: Someone special

When I see you, my heart is like a drum.
When I hug you, I shiver from warmth.
When I kiss you, I am holding my breath, just to hear your heartbeat.

I cannot hold my emotions, I cannot stop them, I cannot burn them.
I know it’s difficult for you to accept so much love but try. Try and see that is for real and I will be there for you. I will be there to hold your hand when you cannot trust nobody, when you fight, when you feel alone. Only if you leave me to do so. Only then.

I love you.

Katherine K.

From: Jose, 29, Barcelona, Spain
To: Ivan, 31, Barcelona, Spain

From: Nili
To: The One I’ll Never Have

You’ll the only one who could make me feel this sinking feeling, make my mind lose its sanity, make me lose control over my actions. You’re the only one who made me lose all trust in myself, not confident that I’ll ever get over another day without you here. Your perfection makes me despise myself, and I know for sure that you’ll never know that.

Have you not noticed my secretive glances in your way, the way my eyes shine and lips curl up whenever you talk to me? Have you not noticed how we could be so far apart, yet at a union in my heart? Sometimes I wish you could read me like a book, then you’ll never be far away. Yet at times, I wish you wouldn’t know what’s going on in my mind, wishing you’ll never know this love exists so that I can never face your rejection. There’s nobody I can see now except you, and there’ll never be one that could take your place. If you’d known all this, will you be willing to stay and reciprocate what I’ve given to you?

I want to be free, and yet, I want to be close to you.

Love,
the one you’ll never see.